英语翻译兄弟关系!不知道为何现在对我来说有些陌生,也许是各自都有了家庭,没有了以前的感觉,有了各自的家庭后,是否这个关系

Brothers relate! Did not know that now for me somewhat is why strange, perhaps was each one had the family, did not have the beforehand feeling, after having the respective family, whether this relations have been already became estranged? I have been am thinking this question. Is because in present society one kind of realistic reason? Because other reasons can cause blood is thicker than water relations? I unusual do not like her, really, when they married, once at heart was fantasizing sister-in-law's role, is I can encourage me in the difficult time, but I have time the conflict with eldest brother, can be harmonious a role which between us relates, but present, was really disillusioned. Perhaps, the reality is a reality, cannot inside the Chinese chess be the same after all, can deal with as well as the harmonious relations? Suddenly, oneself want to return to the childhood time, perhaps grows up the human want to return to that not anxious time, recalled when the childhood time and eldest brother's intravenous drip, perhaps, this can only treat as is a recollection, a life grows up an experience. Parted forever, childhood. Let this childhood happy recollection, leaves my son to go to experience slowly! But my present, very repugnant this should die feeling! Perhaps with the maid said that brothers are not many, on pairs brothers, everything endures, can pass. So long as he likes well! Actually I want to say with her, actually, if is others sister-in-law really, the rack do not be so big, sister-in-law the appearance, does not understand likely studies study, actually said really, your any original story, you have not depended are only someone's relations really, if does not have someone, your anything is not.
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