英语翻译我不想开始,不是因为我不敢开口,而是怕时间太短,分别的时候会更加难过,所以不想开始,保持现状,没有开始就没有结束

I do not want to start, not because I'm afraid to open, but time is too short, more when, respectively, so do not want to start, keeping the status quo, there is no beginning no end!
或者说：I do not want to start, is not because I do not dare to open the mouth, but feared that the time is too short, distinction time will be sadder, therefore does not want to start, maintains the present situation, without starting not to have the conclusion!