英语翻译After this mistake I still searching for someone that sp

英语翻译
After this mistake I still searching for someone that special who can give the missing things in my life.I think this guy will always be my side.He would be my body guard.And i will never be afraid of any huge troubles that because i have him.If i can not find him,so i can just be quite to waiting for him to find me.I wish he would.All right~i need you.