英语翻译I had a mortal hatred of January 8 a your material time

英语翻译
I had a mortal hatred of January 8 a your material time one time to change to change every time today one time stab my heart on anything to be the same probably.does not understand me.Please do not discuss me.Said with no reason at all I changed?asked that your you did not say.Sometimes I really cannot master your very much.Did not know why each minute I can renovate your material hundred times.I hoped that ever has not known you.Knows your - me joyfully after all.once knew after all you are also a kind of good good fortune.I do not complain anything.Also did not regret.did not regret that has known you.Real.You to my despair.I think undeserved.ever has not tried this kind to treat that painful I.Asked that your I have made the mistake anything.you call me to think.I am the talent.How don't I understand your heart not to understand you am thought.you said me like this inexplicably.My really good pain good undeserved.Explanation's opportunity also does not have for me.this was you once doted on my this younger sister well to leave the way?How did you like saying my I really has not related.I became have not related.