英语翻译你总是告诉我要记得微笑,你说生活是美好的,可是有时候感觉自己真的好累、想安静的待在一个没有人认识我的地方,爱情、

你总是告诉我要记得微笑,你说生活是美好的,可是有时候感觉自己真的好累、想安静的待在一个没有人认识我的地方,爱情、友情、家人、婚姻 ,我要疯了...
我迷路了、我不知道自己想要什么样的生活?不知道该如何继续,从来没有像现在一样如此迷茫过.
我害怕、担心自己走的每一步都是错误的,可是却不能停留在此刻...
连哭的力气都没有了..没有人能帮自己
我必须坚强的面对这一切..
我承诺 我会好好活着
 
You always remind me to keep smiling,you tell me life is good,but sometimes I really feel exhausted,and want to stay somewhere I'm just a black stranger,all that jazz,like love,friendship,family and marriage,are truly going to drive me nuts...
I'm totally lost,I have no idea what kind of life I'd like to lead,nor how to keep moving,I've never been at a loss like present.
I lose my courage being afraid of every step I make is just a mistake,yet I cannot hold current moment right here...
I even have no strength to make a cry now,no one can help me out...
However,I've got to have guts to face up to all of these..
You have my word,whatever,I'll live in a positive manner...