英语翻译I would like to understand what you wrote but sorry,i do

I would like to understand what you wrote but sorry,i dont speak Chineese.Sorry that i havent replyed
我很想明了你的写的意思,但是,对不起,我不会中文,所以请原谅我没有回信.
Do you really love me?
How is the choise?
你真心爱我么?
你的选择又是什么呢?
I...I have to say that i dont love you anymore.
我不得不说,我从来没有爱过你.
Im back again with being careful with boys.
我又回去了,和一个很细心的男孩.
The reason why i didnt reply to you was that i was checking you.
我没有答复你的原因是,我正在考虑.
Yuo are young and without experiences.
你很年轻没有太多阅历.
You just didnt write to me.How could this happen?
你只是没有写信给我,到底发生了什么事情.
If you would love me then you would write to me every time when you yould be behind the computer.
如果你爱我,你可以在电脑上给我写信,每时每刻.
I wrote to you not oftenly "i love you".
我不怎么用“我爱你”
I really tried to love you,but i couldnt.
我真的尝试着去爱你,但是,我不能.
I felt that something is missing and that i wasnt ready to start a new love.
我感觉丢失了什么,我没有打算一段新的恋情.
im not that week（weak） anymore.
我不在那么脆弱.
Have you any idea how my boyfriend dumped me?
你了解我的男朋友会怎么抛弃我的么?
I loved him so much.you have no idea how much
我很爱他,你永远不会知道我对他的爱有多深.
But he dumped me.
但是,他抛弃了我.
He didnt call me on the phone,he didnt write to me that often
Evry time when i asked him out he had an excuse to not come.
他从不打给我电话,也不经常写信,每当我约他的时候,他总是借口推辞掉.
Then i stopped writing to him.
然后,我就不给他写信了.
He even wanted to marrie me
他从来没有想娶我.
He had a birthday...i called him myself just to wish him a happy birthday.
有一次,他过生日,我给他打电话仅仅是想祝福他生日快乐.
He sayd that it was the best present ever...i allso was pleased to talk to him,we straittend our problems up and he explained to me everithing.he lied to me.
他说,那是他收到的最好的礼物.我很喜欢和他聊天,我们艰难的克服了困难
他给我解释了所有的事情,他撒谎了.
But you are not so responsible to be a boyfriend.You have to grow up.I cant love you.
但是,你没有必要对你的男友那么负责,你必须长大,我不能爱你.
I know you think that i am clumbsy（a wrong word check it） but i loved you in the
beginning.But you left my feeling on a floor and stepped on them.you just didnt understand me.
Please forgive me
我知道你认为我(clumbsy),但是我从一开始就喜欢你.但是你没有体会我的心情,你不了解我.
请原谅我