英语翻译我尝试着接受去开始新的生活,可是当我面队他说出"分手"两个字的时候,看到他伤心的样子,我的心感到痛了,我又心软了

我尝试着接受去开始新的生活,
i tried to accept it and get all restarted
可是当我面队他说出"分手"两个字的时候,
however,when i said "we are through" to him
看到他伤心的样子,我的心感到痛了,
and saw his sorrow,my heart hurt.
我又心软了.
and i felt merciful
曾经在一起3年
for the three years we've been together
3年的感情怎么能说断就断呢?
how could it be so over?