英语翻译帮翻译成英语：我不希望故事只存在我自己的脑海,所以不得不去把它展开,即使在这样一个错误的时间,即使我害羞,即使我

I don't want the story only exists in my own mind,so I had to put it on,even in such a wrong time,even though I am shy,even if I am at a loss.