英语翻译我想表达：我曾经想对心仪的女孩子表白,可是自卑与恐慌阻止了我的脚步,我感觉我的生命如此乏味.英语翻译,最好词简单

I once wanted to open my heart to the girl i deeply loved,but was taken back by the fear and inferior.My life was so boring.