英语翻译Mariah Carey 的side effects 的中文歌词找了很长时间不知道要什么翻译才对有自己翻译的吗-

Mariah Carey&Young Jeezy - Side Effects
I was a girl, you was a man
I was too young to understand
I was naive, I just believed
Everything that you told me
Said you were strong, protecting me
Then I found out that you were weak
Keeping me there under your thumb
Cause you were scared that I'd become much
More than you could handle
Shining like a chandelier
That decorated every room
Inside this private hell we built
And I dealt with it like a kid
I wished I could fly away but instead
I kept my tears inside cause I knew if I
Started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my
Life with you I finally built up the strength
To walk away don't regret it
But I still live with the side effects
Wakin' up scared some nights
Still dreamin' 'bout the violent times
Still a little protective 'bout the people
That I let inside
Still a little defensive
Thinkin' folks be tryin' to run my life
Still a little depressed
Inside I fake a smile and deal with the
Side effects
Side effects
Side effects
Side effects
Vacant inside no one was there
Couldn't be real, had to keep quiet
Once in a while put up a fight
It's just too much night after night
After a while I would just lie
You were dead wrong said you were right
Did what i could just to survive
Couldn't believe this was my life
Flickering like a candle
Doin' my best to handle
Sleepin with the enemy
Aware that he was smothering
Every last part of me
So I broke away and finally
Found the strength to breathe
I kept my tears inside cause I knew if I
Started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my
Life with you I finally built up the strength
To walk away don't regret it
But I still live with the side effects
Wakin' up scared some nights
Still dreamin' 'bout the violent times
Still a little protective 'bout the people
That I let inside
Still a little defensive
Thinkin' folks be tryin' to run my life
Still a little depressed
Inside I fake a smile and deal with the
Side effects
Side effects
Side effects
SIDE EFFECTS / 爱情副作用
( YOUNG JEEZY INTRO RAP )
从前我是个小妞 而你是老大
当时太年轻 什麼都不懂
太傻太天真 你说什麼我都相信
以为强壮的你 会保护我
结果你根本不堪一击
把我藏在温室里
只因为你害怕我变得太强
让你无法一手掌握
即使像个水晶吊灯般闪耀
照亮的也不过就是只属於我俩的
小小世界 我已经受够了
我像个孩子 一心渴望远走高飞 但是我却
藏起了眼泪 因为我知道
如果流下眼泪 这辈子就注定与你
泪眼相对 所以我鼓起勇气
掉头离开 不怕后悔
但身上却还是带著爱情副作用
常在夜里害怕地醒来
因为梦见了那些粗暴的夜晚
对於后来的伴 也难免更自我保护
在心里筑起围墙
怕再次被爱伤害
沮丧时还是勉强打起笑脸
面对这爱情副作用
爱情副作用
爱情副作用
爱情副作用
打了预防针 认清没有人
是真心诚意的 要保持冷静
偶尔会有点争吵 但还是有极限
别日以继夜
再这样下去 我宁可说谎
就算是你大错特错 我也顺从你
这样作 只是求生本能
不敢相信竟然活得这麼狼狈
像是风中残烛
努力抓住一丝生机
与敌人共枕 但却快要窒息
被剥削最后一丝的自己
终於我逃出牢笼 才呼吸到自由的空气
藏起了眼泪 因为我知道
如果流下眼泪 这辈子就注定与你
泪眼相对 所以我鼓起勇气
掉头离开 不怕后悔
但身上却还是带著爱情副作用
常在夜里害怕地醒来
因为梦见了那些粗暴的夜晚
对於后来的伴 也难免更自我保护
在心里筑起围墙
怕再次被爱伤害
沮丧时还是勉强打起笑脸
面对这爱情副作用
爱情副作用
爱情副作用
爱情副作用
( YOUNG JEEZY RAP )
我可以原谅 却没办法忘记
每一天我都要面对
藏在心里的爱情副作用
但绝不会让它催毁我珍贵的心
我可以原谅 却没办法忘记
每一天我都要面对
藏在心里的爱情副作用
但绝不会让它催毁我珍贵的心
( 重覆副歌 )