英语翻译我要改变,我一定会比原来做的更好.虽然我非常讨厌刻意去做这件事,但是我不想失去你.即使那不是真正的我,即使我的灵

I want to change,我想要改变
I will definitely do better than ever.我一定会比从前做得更好
Although I hate to do this purposely,虽然我讨厌故意去这么做
I do not want you to leave.我不想你离开
Even though that is not my true self,尽管那不是真正的我
Even though my soul sobs stealthily out of your sight,尽管我的灵魂在你视线之外悄悄地抽泣
I am always hoping that you can be happy forever by my side.我依然希望你能在我身边永远幸福着.
旁边的中文是英文的直译,和lz的中文原文基本保持一致.但都是平时会这么讲的英文说法.