英语翻译我也有这一天吗?我也害怕,我也彷徨,我不怕离开网络,我就怕网友们会因为我的不辞而别流泪,会伤心,会想我,我会害了

Can I also have this day?I am also afraid,I also pace back and forth,I do not fear leave the network,I fear the net friends because I will leave without saying good-bye bursts into tears,will be sad,could think me,I will harm these the friends who told one another everything to me,did I leave the network,was decided in friend's need,so long as the friends did not need me,did not want to see me again,I will go into seclusion automatically,will not give the friends to add stops up,adds bothersomely,the network,me,the network no longer,the friends in my heart,I well will also collect,protected well,for your forever blessing.