哪位朋友帮忙翻译一下“I hate myself for loving you!”这句话!~

来自于一首Joan Jett的歌曲
Joan Jett [琼 杰特]介绍:
出生时间：1960年生于美国费城
风格划分：硬摇滚、朋克摇滚
艺人简介：
1981年,Jett以Joan Jett & The Blackhearts之名推出了第二张专辑《I Love Rock-n-Roll》,这是她的辉煌时刻,也是八十年代重摇滚的开场白,专辑名列Top10,单曲“I Love Rock-n-Roll”成为一代摇滚礼赞.
1988年,取自专辑《Up Your Alley》的单曲“I Hate Myself for Loving You”终于再次打入Top10,专辑也成为了她的第二张白金唱片.
Joan Jett凭着I love rock and roll和I hate myself for loving you使她笑傲整个女性摇滚.因为没有多少歌手能够留下让后来人仍然津津乐道的传颂金曲.
许多人都熟知刘德华的《我恨我痴心》,但却很少有人知道,这首歌是刘翻唱Joan Jett的《I Hate Myself for Loving You》.
I Hate Myself For Loving You
Midnight, getting uptight. Where are you?
You said you'd meet me, now it's quarter to two
I know I'm hanging but I'm still wanting you.
Hey, Jack, It's a fact they're talking in town.
I turn my back and you're messing around.
I'm not really jealous, don't like lookin' like a clown.
I think of you every night and day.
You took my heart, then you took my pride away.
I hate myself for loving you .
Can't break free from the the things that you do.
I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why
I hate myself for loving you .
Daylight, spent the night without you.
But I've been dreaming about the loving you do.
I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through.
Hey, man, bet you can treat me right.
You just don't know what you was missin' last night.
I wanna see your face and say forget it just from spite.
I hate myself for loving you .
Can't break free from the the things that you do.
I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why
I hate myself for loving you.
I hate myself for loving you.
Can't break free from the things that you do.
I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why
I hate myself for loving you .
I think of you every night and day.
You took my heart, then you took my pride away.
I hate myself for loving you .
Can't break free from the the things that you do.
I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why
I hate myself for loving you .
I hate myself for loving you .
I hate myself for loving you .