英语翻译Looking from a distance,seems like I've lost it all And

Looking from a distance, seems like I've lost it all
从远处看,好像我以全部丢掉
And everyone around me is waiting for this girl to fall
所有的人在我周围等待这个女孩摔倒
But my heart is missing, I just lost control
但我的心以不在,我丢失了控制
If I don't know why, why would I know how?
如果我不知到为什么,那我为什么会知道怎样
Looking from a distance, seems like I've lost it all
从远处看,好像我以全部丢
And everyone around me is waiting for this girl to fall
所有的人在我周围等待这个女孩摔
But my heart is missing, I just lost control
但我的心以不在,我丢失了控
If I don't know why, why would I know how?
如果我不知到为什么,那我为什么会知道
And I'm losing the fight to make sense of it all
我正在失败解答的战争
Got to build on my lie so I'm saved from the fall
需要创建我的谎言来保护自己的跌摔
I'm subjected, expected to know what I feel
我的责任是要知道我自己的感觉
But I don't feel nothing, it's alright, no big deal
但我什么都感觉不到,还好,没什么大不了
How can I expect anybody to understand?
我怎么能既往其他人的理解
And after all I know, there's nothing left to say
我所有知道的,没什么可说
And I will fall my falls, I'll take it all
我会摔自己的跤,我会接受所有
I'm moving on, going, gone
我继续前进,来走,走了
I've been silent treating all on my own demands
我在沉默之中来完成我的需要
Now all I need is freedom on this ego-land
现在我所有的需要就是在这个自豪的土地上
What I do is gone
我所做的以不存在
I'm simply moving on, I'm going, going, gone
我只是继续前进,来走,掉走
And I'm losing the fight to make sense of it all
我正在失败解答的战争
Got to build on my lie so I'm saved from the fall
需要创建我的谎言来保护自己的跌摔
I'm subjected, expected to know what I feel
我的责任是要知道我自己的感觉
But I don't feel nothing, it's alright, no big deal
但我什么都感觉不到,还好,没什么大不了
And I'm losing the fight to make sense of it all
我正在失败解答的战争
Got to build on my lie so I'm saved from the fall
需要创建我的谎言来保护自己的跌摔
I'm subjected, expected to know what I feel
我的责任是要知道我自己的感觉
But I don't feel nothing, it's alright, no big deal
但我什么都感觉不到,还好,没什么大不了