英语翻译我还是深爱着你的,虽然嘴上说讨厌你,其实我只是想用这样的一种方式来减轻对自己的伤痛,是的,我很自私..可我真的很

I still love you,though uttered that hate you,in fact,I just want to use this as a way to alleviate their suffering,yes,I can be very selfish ..I really love love you ,The former I naive to think that we will go hand in hand last,but now I began to fear that,over the last year you told me to establish a sense of security,even in 12 days,you were destroyed,why then you have to Cruel »is what I had done something wrong Mody you have to punish so I can not« Perhaps these have been unimportant ...I now just want to quiet a static ...we think is the need to continue to go .....
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