I also wanted to live up to my name.怎么翻?

Live up to不辜负,达到预期标准
我也想不负盛名!
’Though I wanted to take revenge on them,I also wanted to live up to my name.''
虽然我想报复他们,但是我也想不辜负自己的名誉.
（题外话：意思是说作者很想报复,但是又想不要因为报复,损坏他已有的名誉）