求高一英语必修一那篇安妮日记的课文,要英文的.后面日记是 I wonder it's because I have't.

i wonder if it's because i haven't been able to be outdoors for so long that i've grown so crazy about everything to do with natrue.i can well remember there was a time when deep blue sky,the song of birds,moonlight and flowers could never have kept me spellbound.that's changed since i came here.
...for example,one evening when it was so warm,i stayed awaked on purpose until half past eleven in order to have a good look at the moon by myself.bt as the moon gave far too much light,i didn't dare open a window.another time five months ago,i happened to be upstairs at dusk when the window was open.i didn't go downstairs until the window had to be shut.the dark,rainy evening,the wind,the thundering clouds held me entirely in their power.it was the first time in a year and a half that i've seen the night face to face.
...sadly,i am only able to look at natrue through dirty curtains hanging before very dusty windows.it's no pleasure to looking through these any longer because natrue is one thing that really must be exprienced.