I know this period of time is very difficult,but I also want

I know this period of time is very difficult,but I also want to live!I don't want to die now,just want to quiet,quiet,quiet...Who also don't care about me,and I know you're good to me,is enough,just like me with sincerely to you!Will sit sit fell asleep,and wake up to the original is just in a grade a nap on the desk...