英语翻译-When I am delivered the hospital that quarter,-I though

-When I am delivered the hospital that quarter,
当我被送到医院的那一刻,
-I thought that I will die,
我曾以为我会死去,
-had not thought that I did not have,
从未想过我不会拥有的东西,
-I have lived down,
我悔过自新
-but I have lost him,
但是我依然失去了他,
-he this time really has been angry,
他此时真的被气坏了
-I was really not injuries you intentionally the self-respect,
我真的不是故意去伤害你的自尊心
-I said words was really not that meaning which you thought that I really did not only want to let you leave my side,you knew?
我的言语真的不是你所想象的那种意思,我真的不想与你分手,你可明白?
-I really couldn't you,
我真得不能没有你
-because of you,
因为你
-what I not have now,
就不会有现在的我
-but you actually at this time were leaving me,
但是你真的在此刻离开了我
-why did you say bid good-bye time was such firmness?
为何你如此坚定不移地对我说再见?
-Initially you said that you to me,
最初你对我说过,
-you will say well can marry me,
你会说：“好吧,嫁给我吧”,
-you said that we later must gamble together,
你说的我们以后肯定在一起,
-you had said in a section of my family knew we will become engaged afterward with me,
你当着我的面,对我的家人曾说过其后不久我们就会订婚,
-you said that can leave her,
你说过你会离开她,
-you said you will be really will love me,
你说过你将会全心全意地爱着我,
-you said all I remembered,
你所说的一切我都记得,
-why now changed?Why?
为什么现在都变了?为什么?
-long,comes back to be good?
long,回来好好的（生活）吧,
-I later can be clever.Is good?
我很快就会清醒.这样好吗?
-I wait for you to come back.
我等着你回来.
-I knew that you will not want me.
我想你不会再想要我了.
-Is right?
对吗?
-long.I really loves you.
long.我真的爱你.
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