英语翻译我是相信爱情的,并不因为寂寞,但对自己的爱情有些不确定,有的人爱上一个人很容易,有的人爱上一个人很难,我则属于后

I believe in love not ‘cos I am lonely,but I am kind of not sure about my love.
Some times,fall in love with a guy is so easy,other times it’s not that easy,I belong to the last category.Maybe I will like more than one people,but never in love easily.
Being in this world for more than 20 years,at times I am involved in rather hot love,even think this may be what love is,as time past by,I eventually realized that might be love,only might.
I began to know that some people and some little things can only be a part of my memory,only kind of miss after loved.
Always chasing for something in dark night,although know there might be no response but still very stubbornly keep doing so.Because of being young,holding kind of fearlessly courage,not worry about being hurt myself or others.Now,I am upset of myself and other guys.With a cold bleeding heart,I am wandering between feeble and strong,have no courage to end.No matter in what condition one should eat his bitter pill.
Some people to forget,while others try to hold,some one with a strong looking actually may have a decomposed heart; some confused may not know what himself is ,suddenly realized all.At last always hurt myself.
We don’t have to complain,world is not what our can imagine,not even fit to everyone’s tastes.
This is the fun of life ,it is true.For us ,for such secular men and women,don’t need to treat it seriously.
Just laughing crazily ,laugh,bitterly cry,just do it.