英文歌词优美翻译This is not me at all, I used to be so much stronger

This is not me at all, I used to be so much stronger
Here I am holding on, when there's nothing to hold on to now
I've tried to understand, it's not making sense
以前的坚强自信,我已今非昔比
现在我毫无依托地坚持不渝
对这非理性的行为,我百思不解
If you don't wanna be here tonight, why do I still want you to stay
If you don't wanna reach out your hand, why do I find a way
If I don't have a place in your heart, why do I say maybe in time
If you don't wanna give me your love, why do I give you mine
既然今晚你离意已决,为何我还要惜别挽留
既然你不愿与我携手同行,为何我要想方设法
既然你心中无我,为何我还祈望转机
既然你对我毫无爱意,为何我还一往情深
Tell me why do I, why do I, why do I
告诉我这是为何、为何、为何
Always loved the sound of your voice, couldn't wait to hear you whisper
Always loved you here by my side, you said that it would be forever
It was meant to be forever
喜爱你的滴滴娇声,急不及待听你呢喃细语
喜爱与你耳鬓厮磨,你信誓旦旦说永远
这本该永生永世
If you don't wanna be here tonight, why do I still want you to stay
If you don't wanna reach out your hand, why do I find a way
If I don't have a place in your heart, why do I say maybe in time
If you don't wanna give me your love, why do I give you mine
既然今晚你离意已决,为何我还要惜别挽留
既然你不愿与我携手同行,为何我要想方设法
既然你心中无我,为何我还祈望转机
既然你对我毫无爱意,为何我还一往情深
Tell me why do I, why do I, why do I
告诉我这是为何、为何、为何
This is not me at all, not like me at all
这绝不是我,一点都不像我
If you don't wanna be here tonight, why do I still want you to stay
If you don't wanna reach out your hand, why do I find a way
(why do I find a way)
If I don't have a place in your heart, why do I say maybe in time
If you don't wanna give me your love, why do I give you mine
既然今晚你离意已决,为何我还要惜别挽留
既然你不愿与我携手同行,为何我要想方设法
既然你心中无我,为何我还祈望转机
既然你对我毫无爱意,为何我还一往情深