英语翻译I must not look to have,but in their stead curses,not lo

英语翻译
I must not look to have,but in their stead curses,not loud but deep,mouth honour,breath which the poor heart would fain deny and dare not.一定要翻懂哦,翻译器的就算了
你们自己看得懂么。我是要理解后做题的
mouth honour是拍马屁的意思。但是整句句子意思怎么理解？