英语翻译回来的一路上,心里一直很难过,克制不住掉泪.不知道自己在做什么继续下去,我到底对得起谁放弃.我为什么这么自私?

The painful lovelorn
On the way home, I felt painful in heart
And cannot help bursting into tears
Who I will not let down
If I remain the status quo?
And what I am going to get
If I give up?
Why I am that selfish?